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I love being at home and knowing that my partner is coming and knowing that this is where we both want to be. I love that feeling. So just sort of rest there with that feeling. I love walking down the street, knowing that each of us is so happy to be with each other and I love reaching out and taking hold of his hand just for a minute… just a reaching and a feeling of exhileration because here we are together. I love anticipating what he’s going to say because I know where this conversation is going and I like how we anticipate one another’s thoughts, that’s such a good feeling! I like being on the inside of so many jokes with him, where we don’t even have to say a thing, we sort of look at each other and we know, because we’re both right there. I love the feeling of going to sleep, feeling him right there next to me and knowing this has been a while in coming and savoring the deliciousness of “here we are! Isn’t this GOOD!?”

Just something simple like that, just telling yourself a story that feels good when you tell it. And just practicing that story until it is more dominant than the other one.

Because the only reason the other story is more dominant is that you keep telling it. It’s not because you’ve lived it. It’s because you keep talking about what you’ve lived. If you’ll talk more about what you’re on your way to, and less of what you’ve lived through, what you’re on your way to becomes dominant and then you close the gap.

And then you see him!

But you can’t see him when you are tuned to the problem. Because the love of your life is not a vibrational match to the problem you’ve been living, or the problem that’s active within you or the problem alive with those kinds of conversations.

Alaska cruise 7/22/08